How has 2020 affected your blog?

So, 2020. 

Yep. 

Truly, I feel like a broken record this year. Every time I post I feel like I'm reiterating that I've been MIA, but that I promise I'll be posting more regularly. And then, I just don't. Because this year has truly been the biggest dumpster fire I've ever experienced.
 

Sometimes, I look around and feel like my blogging friends are all doing great! You're still posting regularly and interacting with the community and I genuinely wonder how it's possible. Please, allow me to share an infographic detailing my 2020. 

The funny thing about all of this is that I'm actually feeling okay overall. I'm reading and keeping up with my goals for the year for the most part. I'm enjoying hobbies and taking more time for self care. But it seems like something (what?) keeps me from sitting down and posting. I try, I really do, but as soon as I sit in front of the computer, I decide I literally just cannot. Can someone who understands psychology please explain this? 

But I know, I KNOW that there have to be people struggling as much as I am. So today I want to know how 2020 has impacted your blogging habits. Are you still reading and posting like you have every other year? Even MORE than every other year? Or have you, like me, dropped off the planet just a bit?